Nov 17, 2010 01:08
so i was thinking about why this semester is different from last semester.
i think i had forgotten what it was like to be independent.
it's terribly self-centered, but it's so nice to be able to focus on myself and focus on things that will be good for me.
i can't even imagine being in a relationship right now. of course there are benefits to being in a committed relationship but that's not what i need right now.
i'm living a very self-centered life. besides all the service i've been doing and the legacy scholarship program for invisible children, i make choices based on how much fun i will have or how they will benefit me.
i feel like my life hasn't been like that in... never.
it's very comfortable. i hope i stay like this for a while.