[Saying goodbye to the bad stuff]
Why do Sundays always suck? Despite me not woking too much this week, my body clock still seemed to want to sleep in this morning & not do anything else otherwise. My bedroom is a tip & really need to be cleaned properly, but I feel I don't have the energy, my freeview box needs installing, & I need to get my new white/pinboard up ::headdesk::
I got back from walking the dog about half an hour ago & I hated every second of it, the wind was horrible, it was sheeting it down, the dog wouldn't behave & when I got in I had to dry the dog, change my clothes & put my washing on. I can't even flop on the bed it's such a state =(
I dunno, if I'm looking forward to work this week. It'll keep me busy but I'm scared of coming home tired going to work shattered. Plus I have nothing to look foreward too as Gerard & Jen won't be in 'Oaks till Friday's E4 episode xD I do, however, have Friday off, so I might just 'dive in at the deep end' & get my hair cut like Jen's like I planned to do last week.
I was thinking whilst walking the dog earlier, & I've decided that I really should attempt to loose some weight, it's actually got to the point where I'm not happy with my body anymore [well, I never was, but I was learning to love what I had] & if my mates can all do it then I most certainly can. Besides, Luce has a gym membership she never uses cos she has noone to go with, so I think I'll acompany her & when I get that little bit more confident I can go to the gym, then go swimming =D I know I've been going on about this forever now, & everyones sick of me saying I'll kep trying, butthis time I'm serious. After I get paid on Friday, I'll sort myself out & get down there, maybe on my own to start with, then I'll tell Luce & we can go together. & as for my diet, that really needs to change too, I need to stop hiding from foods that are healthy & I refuse to try & just take a dive in there. This time, I will do it.....
I got back from walking the dog about half an hour ago & I hated every second of it, the wind was horrible, it was sheeting it down, the dog wouldn't behave & when I got in I had to dry the dog, change my clothes & put my washing on. I can't even flop on the bed it's such a state =(
I dunno, if I'm looking forward to work this week. It'll keep me busy but I'm scared of coming home tired going to work shattered. Plus I have nothing to look foreward too as Gerard & Jen won't be in 'Oaks till Friday's E4 episode xD I do, however, have Friday off, so I might just 'dive in at the deep end' & get my hair cut like Jen's like I planned to do last week.
I was thinking whilst walking the dog earlier, & I've decided that I really should attempt to loose some weight, it's actually got to the point where I'm not happy with my body anymore [well, I never was, but I was learning to love what I had] & if my mates can all do it then I most certainly can. Besides, Luce has a gym membership she never uses cos she has noone to go with, so I think I'll acompany her & when I get that little bit more confident I can go to the gym, then go swimming =D I know I've been going on about this forever now, & everyones sick of me saying I'll kep trying, butthis time I'm serious. After I get paid on Friday, I'll sort myself out & get down there, maybe on my own to start with, then I'll tell Luce & we can go together. & as for my diet, that really needs to change too, I need to stop hiding from foods that are healthy & I refuse to try & just take a dive in there. This time, I will do it.....