so yeah...

Sep 17, 2006 23:29

you know wen u find that girl

that u heavy fancy

n like u sit up at nite n think about her, and how u cant have her

but then she signs on

n u try not to say hey

but time passes n she doesnt say hey

n then u go n do sumfin to try n pass the time

n she sez hey

n ur like hey, i didnt even know u were on man wow, i wasent even thinkin about u wat u tokin about

n shes like kool

n she barley speaks to u

n u know shes tokin to sum1 new

but u still try wen their no point

n then u think ur bein para

but ur not coz shes told u straight she wants nothin

but u know shes gonna rub it in ur face n get a boyfriend in like 2 weeks

but u try n accept that

u want so bad to say stop fuckin me about, n keep me hangin on

but u dont want to stop tokin to her

u like it wen she says hey

u look forward to tokin to her, even tho she doesnt care about tokin to u anymore

even tho u care, u pretend not to

and u maximise the convo every 2 seconds to see if shes typing a message

but she never is

because she doesnt care,she knows you care, but she doesnt care that you do

you say sumthing for a joke

she knows it is, but she makes it out that shes taking it serious

she turns it on u, and makes u feel bad

and u do

u think about it non stop, it does ur head in

but shes gettin along with a clear consions

then everythin slows down to hault

shes never online, n wen she is use barley get past hower you

you feel like shit, and pray for sum1 new to come along

for to feel te same way, that wants to do stuff with you

but everyone wants it

fuck this man

im gonna stop thinkin about it

i was fine before this all

just the taster of wat cud have been i guess

but im well young someone knew will come along

i give up.

xx.
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