Sep 17, 2006 23:29
you know wen u find that girl
that u heavy fancy
n like u sit up at nite n think about her, and how u cant have her
but then she signs on
n u try not to say hey
but time passes n she doesnt say hey
n then u go n do sumfin to try n pass the time
n she sez hey
n ur like hey, i didnt even know u were on man wow, i wasent even thinkin about u wat u tokin about
n shes like kool
n she barley speaks to u
n u know shes tokin to sum1 new
but u still try wen their no point
n then u think ur bein para
but ur not coz shes told u straight she wants nothin
but u know shes gonna rub it in ur face n get a boyfriend in like 2 weeks
but u try n accept that
u want so bad to say stop fuckin me about, n keep me hangin on
but u dont want to stop tokin to her
u like it wen she says hey
u look forward to tokin to her, even tho she doesnt care about tokin to u anymore
even tho u care, u pretend not to
and u maximise the convo every 2 seconds to see if shes typing a message
but she never is
because she doesnt care,she knows you care, but she doesnt care that you do
you say sumthing for a joke
she knows it is, but she makes it out that shes taking it serious
she turns it on u, and makes u feel bad
and u do
u think about it non stop, it does ur head in
but shes gettin along with a clear consions
then everythin slows down to hault
shes never online, n wen she is use barley get past hower you
you feel like shit, and pray for sum1 new to come along
for to feel te same way, that wants to do stuff with you
but everyone wants it
fuck this man
im gonna stop thinkin about it
i was fine before this all
just the taster of wat cud have been i guess
but im well young someone knew will come along
i give up.
xx.