Completely apathetic to everything

So it's three in the morning mountain time and I'm fucked out of my gourd. Naturally, this means that it is time for an honest and candid discussion of my life on the vast wastes of the internet. After all, at this point no one who knows about this live journal account gives a shit about my life anyway so might as well spill my guts, eh ( Read more... )

Fuck it, hope is dead, dreams are dead. The older I get the more I realize that nothing ever changes despite all the best attempts. Boy meets girl, boy likes girl, girl breaks boy's heart. Repeat.

So I am finally leaving "good old" ML to go back to Colorado, and I couldn't be happier. As much as I love sitting home by myself or going on long lonely walks, company is going to be greatly appreciated. My ties to this place have apparently all been cut. So sayonara New Jersey, may I come back to this place as little as possible.

So the school year is over and honestly, as much as I never want camp college to end, I REALLY need this break. A school year filled with a death of a relative, a death of a schoolmate, stupid drunk freshmen putting the fraternity on probation, having to console a friend who caught his dad cheating and the subsequent divorce, a rape inside the ( Read more... )

Well, I'm back from spring break after ten days in the mountains skiing (and in the process was voted as having the best goggle tan out of the fifteen people on the trip). Great fun, good powder on the slopes, nothing like celebrating your twentieth birthday with six fresh inches of snow at Vail ( Read more... )

Out of all the random Tuesday nights (Mountain Standard Time), I have finally realized the root of all my problems: pride. All my problems throughout my life have all revolved around pride. Why have I been so unsuccessful with relationships? Pride. I have always refused to accept what is available to me, always waned more no matter how out of ( Read more... )

Nothing is better than watching the biggest upset in Super Bowl history with a bunch of Patriots fans. Fuck Yea Giants, fuck yea!

Track practices have started, initiation for the pledges is next week, and I'm stuck looking under a microscope for around six hours a day for class with a shit ton of homework. It's the second day of the semester and already I am completely swamped and overwhelmed. Here's to looking forward to Spring Break in the mountains...

I want to go skiing so badly right now. I miss snow, as in real, fluffy dry snow. And wanna-be hippies and jam band music and hanging out with goofy stoned people and listening to jam band music while driving through fluffy snow on the way back from skiing with goofy stoned wanna be hippies. In short, I miss Colorado...