i dont get it
Today was good. I dont know why I always have to let little things bring me down. Roland invited me to his next party friday night. I told him I would go. Its the same night as my sisters hotel party thing, so I'll be going there alone. I think Ill be ok. He told me that I should park my car somewhere, get hammered and spend the night. hehe. Maybe I will. Sadness, he is leaving in a month (?), so that means yet another cool person leaves... :( If anymore leave Im gonna want to find a new job! That sucks. Anyways after work today a few of my other co workers went out to eat - it was nice to be invited... I came home and read a myspace bulletin from my sis that basically said that our other sister is the only one that got her through the year? What the? Stuff like that just bothers me cause I realize that I give them both more credit for the shit they actually do. How about all the times I tried to make her feel better because of what a bitch our little sister is? How bout just the way out little sister is in general?? 85% of the time she treats us like trash. God, is it one sided? I think so. Whatever. that pisses me off though. And shes back with Jonathan. I cant believe it, this is ridiculous. Now she writes a poem about John. Wow... I think she is really as confused as we all are. She just doesnt want to be alone and find someone new. Its not going to work out. Oh well, whatever, I am not even involved this time, Im just going to sit back and watch. Its not going to work, but Im dying to see how long it will last. UGH, school tomorrow, work tomorrow----closing... ugh. Sucks. I really want to get my hair done....NEED to get it done. Ok well Im just rambling cause im in a pissed off mood now.