ZzzZZzz. [next time. title before writing].
school. blah. it fails to surprise me anymore.
saw sue today. geez i can just chatter chatter chatter with her. i dont feel the need the hold back. guess thats a good thing right? she reminded me not to become stuck on helping adam on his bills. she reminded me its his responsibilty to get a job, not mine. if he's comfortable where he is right now, why hassle him? not like im complaining or anything.
went back and picked up adam. he thought he wanted to play tonite but he didnt so we went to panera instead. mmm. cheddar broccoli bread bowls.. im still not sick of em. its all either of us ever get. becky took my order and megan told me only what i already knew. yea babe. work sucks. thank god i babysit. we chose a different seat. both got too cold. sat outside insstead. who knows what we even talk about anymore. its just never an awkward moment. we talk or we dont. but god those bread bowls are amazing.
played soccer at the high school for an hour. since i had my ankle braces i could actually shoot for once. feels good to have my accuracy back. went back to my house. moms car. no mom. empty house? ...
went over to dave's. thomas was there. hah. the kids funny. playing when we show'd up. left a couple minutes later. standing outside talking. the cars lights blink. what the fuck? the only way they do that is with my clicker keys.. [ i lost my first set of keys, complete with clicker, at the beginning of the summer]. guess where they were? exactly where i thought. lost in dave's 1975-80's impala. huge car. couch like seats.
drove around. listening to music. killing brain cells. ive gone stupid again. [to the point where i cant function]. gotta stop for awhile again. one maybe two this time. more? possibly.
adam and i got into an argument over it. so yea, its not worth it right now. kisses goodnight. i still love him. now more than ever. still hard to believe sometimes.
i came home and had to finish bio again. worksheet. done. as usual i enjoyed reading the text. but now im about to crash. nite.
saw sue today. geez i can just chatter chatter chatter with her. i dont feel the need the hold back. guess thats a good thing right? she reminded me not to become stuck on helping adam on his bills. she reminded me its his responsibilty to get a job, not mine. if he's comfortable where he is right now, why hassle him? not like im complaining or anything.
went back and picked up adam. he thought he wanted to play tonite but he didnt so we went to panera instead. mmm. cheddar broccoli bread bowls.. im still not sick of em. its all either of us ever get. becky took my order and megan told me only what i already knew. yea babe. work sucks. thank god i babysit. we chose a different seat. both got too cold. sat outside insstead. who knows what we even talk about anymore. its just never an awkward moment. we talk or we dont. but god those bread bowls are amazing.
played soccer at the high school for an hour. since i had my ankle braces i could actually shoot for once. feels good to have my accuracy back. went back to my house. moms car. no mom. empty house? ...
went over to dave's. thomas was there. hah. the kids funny. playing when we show'd up. left a couple minutes later. standing outside talking. the cars lights blink. what the fuck? the only way they do that is with my clicker keys.. [ i lost my first set of keys, complete with clicker, at the beginning of the summer]. guess where they were? exactly where i thought. lost in dave's 1975-80's impala. huge car. couch like seats.
drove around. listening to music. killing brain cells. ive gone stupid again. [to the point where i cant function]. gotta stop for awhile again. one maybe two this time. more? possibly.
adam and i got into an argument over it. so yea, its not worth it right now. kisses goodnight. i still love him. now more than ever. still hard to believe sometimes.
i came home and had to finish bio again. worksheet. done. as usual i enjoyed reading the text. but now im about to crash. nite.