mode of delay

Sep 13, 2004 22:33

tut tut tut. writing while i should be typing up biology. up there; when i should have done homework first. bad bad girl. ashamed i am. or am i. fuck no. haha. makes life more interesting. and it isnt really involving thinking. i already wrote it up earlier. [who am i convincing. myself?]

school was........ not so bad for once. [you have no idea how long of a pause that was for me] for some reason trigonometry is really simple. and my teacher? major ditz. bysterbush. a quack she is. guess what? sit next to jake, again. the kid does change. and he makes me miss having molly in class with me too. you and molly, sara. gym was awesome. but, yano. its not so bad this year either. only know a few people. dont really wanna talk much when i weight lift and run anyway. im trying to concentrate. you know me and working in groups. you two were the only reason i did it. so, hey. who needs companions? [ ugh. sorry. didnt mean to lay it on thick. no pity parties pleaz]. then i have bio II. again. easy. [wonder why im going into a biochemistry major.] i have humphrey. too nice for it to be an incredibly serious class. and its right before C lunch. why would anyone want to work hard when most of the class is snacking on something or another? its why i dont need lunch anymore. i eat my lunch in bio. same as everyone else. lunch is with becca and alley. um.. we've definately grown all grown differently. they are great kids. government is what really makes me love becca. we'll always be able to get along. and she makes government even better than it already is. jenny too. gonna miss her this week. sorry girl. bad circumstances is all.

and work. yea still babysitting the foursome up on eaglebrook dr. a pair of nine year old twins (ed and melissa), five (joey), two (abby). believe me i could go on for forever. i love those kids. along with the muetzes. [love em.]. ive gotten to watch a great bunch of kids grow up.. through hard scenarios and good. i cant even begin to say more.

drove over to dave's. walk in the front door and pet charlies softness. hearing a unfamilar voice i continued on toward the basement. walk past thomas ryan sitting on his legs singing. "i knew i didnt recognize that as you dave." i get three smiles and glances. go over and kiss the one behind the desk. the one holding the electric guitar. [hehe. waiting for the day when he learns to play it too...]. sat around listening to thomas sing and left ten minutes later. "yea. soo.. yea.". drove around on a few mindless ideas. all three decided against just as we'd arrived. go over to a house. kate's. i think a girl maggie was there. looked familiar, but like i'd know. kate takes us on a walk through the trees behind houses. cute little grassy spot. it was chill. loved it. as i always love it when we walk. god the air and nature are perfect. [bouldar..]

drove home. ate some cereal. [mmm. cereal.. ] need to finish biology. im such a procrastinator-
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