Turns out I might not get the BofA job.  The arrest that appears on my record from 2004, which was DISMISSED, may keep them from hiring me under the FDIC regulations.  I am crumbling at the thought of not being hired for this position ( Read more... )

10th session?  Seems about right.

Jack blew me away today.

( The tenth 50-min. hour... )

SO IGNORANT ( Read more... )

so i have realized that my mom and i can't be alone at home for more than an hour without an argument.  we just had a 2 hour, essentially one-sided fight, where she proceeded to verbally assault me for almost the entire time ( Read more... )

5am and I come home and somehow end up in an argument with my mother.  We normally have zero face time but if I stay awake past 3am, an argument is bound to ensue (if one hasn't during the day via phone ( Read more... )

It seems like so long ago that I wrote that entry about the Marlins.  It seems like a year ago.  I almost don't remember it... the sweetness of the at-home sports victory and all of the fun/excitement it brought to our community.

Now, all I can think of is now.  How I feel about life and people and school, and how confused I am.  And how artistic I ( Read more... )

Well, it's 3:10am. My day was busy, yet far from fulfilling. I woke up around 2:30pm, came online for a bit, then went to Target with my neighbor, Jackie, and her two kids, Brian (11) and Samantha (7).

Jackie was trying to do some birthday shopping for Sam's upcoming bday, so I distracted the kids by taking them to the little snack bar area. I had ( Read more... )