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so nothing much has been happening. have to go upnorth this weekend that should be a drag unless i find somewhere to stay which i probably wont. Hey I only have to pay $30 in book fines instead of $110 that was cool.
rob keeps asking me to hang out and hes cool to talk to and all so i dont know why everytime he asks i make up some kind of excuse or something and tell him i can't. I actually do know why tho. but still, i dont know, i think that for him actually being willing to drive all the way to my house he would be dissapointed. but its not that big of a deal for him to drive to my house i guess because he goes to detroit like everyday.
I know this sounds stupid and I know I will totally regret this later but I like school years because I feel like I have accomplished something. I told my dad that if he quit smoking i would get straight A's and pay for all of my car payments (he said i only have to pay 100 of it a month) but i dont know. I asked him "do you want to die like grandpa and jeff?" and he was just like "no" and i go "then i suggest u do something about it or its gonna happen" either that or i'll just start i dont know its just like I know that I have done it and shit but its different because its my dad and i know how that cancer shit works and i dont wanna see him be like that and im just scared.
some one call me. not now. maybe tomorrow.
rob keeps asking me to hang out and hes cool to talk to and all so i dont know why everytime he asks i make up some kind of excuse or something and tell him i can't. I actually do know why tho. but still, i dont know, i think that for him actually being willing to drive all the way to my house he would be dissapointed. but its not that big of a deal for him to drive to my house i guess because he goes to detroit like everyday.
I know this sounds stupid and I know I will totally regret this later but I like school years because I feel like I have accomplished something. I told my dad that if he quit smoking i would get straight A's and pay for all of my car payments (he said i only have to pay 100 of it a month) but i dont know. I asked him "do you want to die like grandpa and jeff?" and he was just like "no" and i go "then i suggest u do something about it or its gonna happen" either that or i'll just start i dont know its just like I know that I have done it and shit but its different because its my dad and i know how that cancer shit works and i dont wanna see him be like that and im just scared.
some one call me. not now. maybe tomorrow.