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"You enter the room, you brighten the darkness my love. In moments with you, there's no ending or beginning with you. Move to the floor, the purpose combined my love like motions of stars, dynamic symmetry in mind.
Break my fall, I found what was missing inside you. Always with you, connected by blood my love, the purpose fulfilled, you're my light in the dark, dark world. & spoken within I feel complete my love.
I think I may be moving to a new journal, a journal not based on the way I feel but more on the lines of food & my nail art. I think I have grown a lot over the years & it's time for me to not be afraid of change.
www.jencaneat.blogspot.com
I have grown so much & I can't exactly explain my gratitude to the people who have trailed with me in this journal. I know a lot of you guys read this & the fact that you do means a lot.
Thanks to the lj buddies esp
ravenhairedboy because by reading his journal I feel like I'm right there but I'm not. I don' t know how to describe that feeling, maybe it's his descriptions about his life that helps me feel like I'm right there. Sometimes I need that. Sometimes I need to feel like there's much more to life& his life is pretty fucking exciting. I get caught up in life and I forget that some people are different!
Thanks to all my friends, you guys are the best BUT not when you talk about everything I have on this journal. The reason for this journal is so I don't have to talk about it.
I'm not going to leave for sure, but I'm going to move onto another big part of my life. I probably will be back if something tragic happens but for months now, nothing tragic has really happened so I'm not going to try to write dramatic entries about my life.
BUT... I wanted to write a list of things I realized.
- I kept telling people I didn't love you months after we broke up, but today I realized that I did love you. I loved you a lot.
- Friends fall in and out of our lives. I never used to understand how people can just not be friends. I finally do...
- Love is a challenge. It's not just my love it's "our" love no matter who that other person might be.
Break my fall, I found what was missing inside you. Always with you, connected by blood my love, the purpose fulfilled, you're my light in the dark, dark world. & spoken within I feel complete my love.
I think I may be moving to a new journal, a journal not based on the way I feel but more on the lines of food & my nail art. I think I have grown a lot over the years & it's time for me to not be afraid of change.
www.jencaneat.blogspot.com
I have grown so much & I can't exactly explain my gratitude to the people who have trailed with me in this journal. I know a lot of you guys read this & the fact that you do means a lot.
Thanks to the lj buddies esp
ravenhairedboy because by reading his journal I feel like I'm right there but I'm not. I don' t know how to describe that feeling, maybe it's his descriptions about his life that helps me feel like I'm right there. Sometimes I need that. Sometimes I need to feel like there's much more to life& his life is pretty fucking exciting. I get caught up in life and I forget that some people are different!
Thanks to all my friends, you guys are the best BUT not when you talk about everything I have on this journal. The reason for this journal is so I don't have to talk about it.
I'm not going to leave for sure, but I'm going to move onto another big part of my life. I probably will be back if something tragic happens but for months now, nothing tragic has really happened so I'm not going to try to write dramatic entries about my life.
BUT... I wanted to write a list of things I realized.
- I kept telling people I didn't love you months after we broke up, but today I realized that I did love you. I loved you a lot.
- Friends fall in and out of our lives. I never used to understand how people can just not be friends. I finally do...
- Love is a challenge. It's not just my love it's "our" love no matter who that other person might be.