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"So there's a change in your emotions, & all these memories come rushing like feral waves to your mind of the curls of your bodies like two circles entwined. & you feel hopeless and homeless & lost in the haze of he wine.... you don't care what you look like, the world is falling around you."
I want to introduce a fairly new band that I love called, The Airborne Toxic Event. Their song called, Sometime around Midnight really touches my heart. The music is something different and I never thought I'd actually like music like this. I think I'm a new fan!
I never know what to write anymore but there's so much I want to write down. I have my manicure license exam on Monday and I'm so nervous. This is so important to me because I can't really do anything well except for nails. I love doing nails and for me to fail at something that I know I'm good at is just devastating. There's no excuses for not passing my written and hands on exam next week.
Sometimes I hate working so hard, I hate not being able to relax and be a regular teen. I miss who I used to be because now I don't even have to the time to sit down to realize wha I want with my life. I just keep going..
Maybe I regret it, maybe I'm scared but hopefully I'll overcome this. School is not going so well for me, I really need to re-figure my priorities. What are my priorities? What am I going to do with my life? Are my chances of graduating getting slimmer? Should I quit school? Should I quit my job?