dead, shoot me
Hey guys, its been a while, but Im on aderol tonight for the first time in my life trying to study for a test Im hoping not to take and get stuff done for the rest of the week. Im going to admit for the first time in my life I cant take it anymore. I feel like this giant world Ive been carrying on my shoulders has finally gotten the best of me and I am on the ground, praying everything doesnt fall apart. Today was election day. It brought back more memories of last year, than the hopes of a new one. Maybe it was bc the competition wasnt there or because I realized how much I love the people I am friends with in SG, no matter how bad we talk about eachother, want to kill eachother or flat out say we hate eachother, they are each a blessing in my life. My closest friends come from the cult, many of you know as "SG" This election day went by fast, I did alot of campaigning then headed off to my favorite place on Wedenseday nights, Senate. Ive learned that Senate is my new escape. I use to hate the fact that it lasted so long, but now I love the fact that it gives an opportunity for me to talk, be close to friends and hopefully bring change to the students. Public Input and PMC are starting to become fun times for me. Something Ive been working on for a while now has failed. The CCCC defeated us and somehow got the Metro Council to ban drink specials in Baton Rouge. Crummy politicians. They are the reason I want to become more involved, to be honest and right. Other than that I dunno, I guess Ive been kind of depressed latley. I do so much and never take time out for myself, that Im losing friends in the process. It sucks that I cant be a part of something because I havent been around in a while, or because its been nearly impossible for me to get to a phone in enough time to talk to someone. Im working hard on my grades, but may have to drop my Econ class tommorrow depending on the good wills of the teacher, which ( keeping fingers crossed) works. I have an interview with public affairs tommorrow and have five tests from now until Tuesday, with Groovin on the Grounds in the middle, Nile Set up and a formal. Wheres a break when you need one right? So if you see me looking down or out of it, Im sorry. that is why. With the end of todays election, marks the begining of the politics for our class, which should be interesting. Everyone has been talking about it since we were freshmen, now its just hard to believe that its already here and we only have one election left in our time at LSU, I may have two..lol. Im tired of letting people down, bc I chose to do so much, but the second I have nothing to do, I drive myself insane. so what is wrong with my life? I love you all and hope you had a good day. Thank you to all who voted. You will not regret it, the ticket Chris and Christen put together is incredible and is composed of the best leaders this campus has ever seen. Good night and God Bless.
-foreverlsu