Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I hate school- im starting to realize maybe im just not cut out for it here! I mean i once thought i was smart- too bad i came to realize that kissing teachers ass' for 12 years in school didnt equate to me being smart, just teachers favoring a potential they hoped to inspire. To bad they set me up for failure... better yet, too bad i am a failure! This is bullshit! Its only the second day back to school and i hate it and am sick of it and want to bury myself into a hole and just die!!! Too bad shawn has to deal with the negative side of me that not everyone sees! Well shit! I dont deserve him either- but since he's stuck with me- maybe ill get him to kick my ass while im down!