Grrrrrrrrrrrr
Sometimes life just gets so tiring... When each day you wake up realizing you're a failure at this, a disappointment at that.. its sometimes seems not worth it. Mind you- i can't say that when i have so much good in my life, and truly there is nothing i should complain about when the world has it much worse off than i, but it is not what life hands me that is eating away at my spirit, but rather its the things that my heart and brain tells me... you've given up on faith, God hates you- you're a failure... you are doing poorly in school, you're stupid- you're a failure... my mom says im fat- I havent gone to the gym or tried to change that- your fat- you're a failure... I am making Shawns life a pain in the ass- you're a selfish bitch- you're a failure... you dont know where in life you are going, you wont make it anyways- you're a failure...
Gotta love at that self talk eh? I often wish that i could just take mky brain and shut it off... How do you keep yourself going when yourself is tearing you down? ARGH!!! IM SO FRUSTRATED!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Gotta love at that self talk eh? I often wish that i could just take mky brain and shut it off... How do you keep yourself going when yourself is tearing you down? ARGH!!! IM SO FRUSTRATED!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr