Feeling Grotty
Hi y'all.
Just realised that I haven't updated in a while. That's cos I've been pretty bad recently.Here's what's been going on.
Sunday 25th
I felt sooooooo awful. My uncle had been staying at our house cos he and his wife were having some problems. My dad offered for my cousins to come over for the day and I really didn't want to see anybody. My cousin Sophia is very good with me, and always knows how much i can do so in the end i agreed to have them over. Anyways, it all went fine. I put on my "I'm fine" mask and we had a nice BBQ. BIG MISTAKE!
Monday 26th
ARGH!! I was in so much pain it was unbelievable. I spent the day alone too cos my brother was at school, my dad was at work and mum was on holiday in cyprus. I was in bed for the whole day with the blinds closed and dark glasses covering my eyes. I could barely manage to be propped up in bed for more than 10 minutes! I had severe nausea that actually made me sick once. :-(
Then when my brother came home, it was like my knight in shining armour had arrived. Bless him. He looked after me until dad came home from work.
Tuesday 27th and Wednesday 28th
Mum was home on the Tuesday morning so I was no longer on my own during the day. Unfortunately I was still no better. All i did was go down stairs to make my breakfast and I collapsed!! *sigh*
I wasn't as ill as the monday though so that was ok. :-)
But Wednesday. Oh dear. The tears were flowing. I was in a lot of pain with my damn legs again and my eyes were so sensitive. Went to bed during the day, which i've been told not to do. *rolls eyes*. My mum gave me a massage but i was screaming in pain cos I've got this weird lump thing in my leg so mum had to stop. o.O It's probably just knotted muscle.
Thursday 29th
Saw Dr. Maltby today. She has actually been quite sympathetic towards me recently, which is nice. There were two other trainee doctor people in there today though so i felt a little embarrassed. She's writing to Dr. Yi/Yee(however you spell it) for the umpteenth time to try and get me into CBT. She's actually told my mum to write a letter of complaint! LOL! Anyway, she said that there was basically nothing that she can do to help me now, because i've bee ill for so long and I tried basically everything. :(
I went into school for the last 15 minutes of my lesson, and got to see me SENCO teacher. She's so lovely.
Now, my legs are really annoying me. I just wanna chop them off! Grrr.
Just realised that I haven't updated in a while. That's cos I've been pretty bad recently.Here's what's been going on.
Sunday 25th
I felt sooooooo awful. My uncle had been staying at our house cos he and his wife were having some problems. My dad offered for my cousins to come over for the day and I really didn't want to see anybody. My cousin Sophia is very good with me, and always knows how much i can do so in the end i agreed to have them over. Anyways, it all went fine. I put on my "I'm fine" mask and we had a nice BBQ. BIG MISTAKE!
Monday 26th
ARGH!! I was in so much pain it was unbelievable. I spent the day alone too cos my brother was at school, my dad was at work and mum was on holiday in cyprus. I was in bed for the whole day with the blinds closed and dark glasses covering my eyes. I could barely manage to be propped up in bed for more than 10 minutes! I had severe nausea that actually made me sick once. :-(
Then when my brother came home, it was like my knight in shining armour had arrived. Bless him. He looked after me until dad came home from work.
Tuesday 27th and Wednesday 28th
Mum was home on the Tuesday morning so I was no longer on my own during the day. Unfortunately I was still no better. All i did was go down stairs to make my breakfast and I collapsed!! *sigh*
I wasn't as ill as the monday though so that was ok. :-)
But Wednesday. Oh dear. The tears were flowing. I was in a lot of pain with my damn legs again and my eyes were so sensitive. Went to bed during the day, which i've been told not to do. *rolls eyes*. My mum gave me a massage but i was screaming in pain cos I've got this weird lump thing in my leg so mum had to stop. o.O It's probably just knotted muscle.
Thursday 29th
Saw Dr. Maltby today. She has actually been quite sympathetic towards me recently, which is nice. There were two other trainee doctor people in there today though so i felt a little embarrassed. She's writing to Dr. Yi/Yee(however you spell it) for the umpteenth time to try and get me into CBT. She's actually told my mum to write a letter of complaint! LOL! Anyway, she said that there was basically nothing that she can do to help me now, because i've bee ill for so long and I tried basically everything. :(
I went into school for the last 15 minutes of my lesson, and got to see me SENCO teacher. She's so lovely.
Now, my legs are really annoying me. I just wanna chop them off! Grrr.