We'll meet again, don't know where, don't know when . . . .
Well, that's that then.
I've completed my first year of training.
1 down, 4 to go.
I've had a really interesting weekend. I've been better at asking for what I need and taking the time I need from the group in order to feel complete. In check out I stated that "I feel disconnected as I don't belive that some of us aren't going on, so I believe that there will be exactly the same group in October". Or at least that's what I wanted to say, but as soon as I got to "I don't believe" I started to believe and couldn't quite finiah the sentence, or at least, not the first time. So I talked for a bit, and then I was asked if I wanted to do something to make it real, so I took about 15 minutes to work around my group and hug everyone., with me sharing a little message with some of them, and tears with everal of them.
What an ending.
In the last 18 months I've had sush an education in endings, thanks to the Universe, and this was the best one yet. I stated what was happening for me, I took the time and space to get what I needed from it, and although I was very sad, once I'd completed my ritual, I felt soothed and whole. It was a good ending.
And particularly for my training group, here is a photo which we took today to remind us of each other.
I'll see half of you in Pctober (Universe willing) and the rest when the Universe decrees that it is time.
Go well, Stay well.
x
I've completed my first year of training.
1 down, 4 to go.
I've had a really interesting weekend. I've been better at asking for what I need and taking the time I need from the group in order to feel complete. In check out I stated that "I feel disconnected as I don't belive that some of us aren't going on, so I believe that there will be exactly the same group in October". Or at least that's what I wanted to say, but as soon as I got to "I don't believe" I started to believe and couldn't quite finiah the sentence, or at least, not the first time. So I talked for a bit, and then I was asked if I wanted to do something to make it real, so I took about 15 minutes to work around my group and hug everyone., with me sharing a little message with some of them, and tears with everal of them.
What an ending.
In the last 18 months I've had sush an education in endings, thanks to the Universe, and this was the best one yet. I stated what was happening for me, I took the time and space to get what I needed from it, and although I was very sad, once I'd completed my ritual, I felt soothed and whole. It was a good ending.
And particularly for my training group, here is a photo which we took today to remind us of each other.
I'll see half of you in Pctober (Universe willing) and the rest when the Universe decrees that it is time.
Go well, Stay well.
x