Gosh Im in a BAD grrr grrrrrr mood today!!!!!! This has been a really tough week. I lost my cell phone but fortunately, it was in my taxi service and I guess since my phone is old, no one wants it!!! lol. This helps! I got it back which is good but in addition, I had had terrible terrible blood sugar. It's so bad that I almost got sent to the ( Read more... )

seem's ive had a semi- up day yesterday and today was okay for the most part but a lot lower then yesterday while still not as low as the other days. I was able to out to Rite Aid to pick up my Topomax Rx. and go to the grocery to get some snacks my mom requested. Took an hour to do that. I sat up in the recliner to study and watch movies.

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I keep telling myself that I need to return to journaling before I committ facebook suicide or ruin my reputation in some other ridiculous trigger filled outburst with flames of fire flying out of my dysregulated emotional mind.... of course thats just me blaming my circumstances eh? Why do I let what people say get to me SO BADLY!!! Don't I know ( Read more... )