Off the horse
A set back today. Suddenly I feel depressed again, but strangely enough I'm not quite sure what about. I mean, I do, but not really. Obviously, still THE BOY. And the hard part is that the person I would rant to is him, and I can't. I think I may have mentioned it all before but it keeps coming up in my mind. Like, I'm so upset, let me call Josh and tell him abo...oh no, wait. I can't.
Strange news though, Ryan Buffkin and Jason Churn are now facebook friends. WTF?! Ryan is now friends with Josh's best friend on facebook? Imagine all the questions that are going through my head at this moment. Did Jason add Ryan? If so, why? Did Ryan add Jason? If so, what the hell! Are they really friends? That would be the worst thing that could possibly happen to me. If Ryan was somehow connected to Josh. My whole life would be ruined. It's like, Ryan has one goal in life, and it's to ruin mine. Damn him. And damn me for still loving him. Stupid Jerk. AGHHHHHHH!
My head hurts. Yours would too if all the thoughts that are going through my head were going through your head.
Strange news though, Ryan Buffkin and Jason Churn are now facebook friends. WTF?! Ryan is now friends with Josh's best friend on facebook? Imagine all the questions that are going through my head at this moment. Did Jason add Ryan? If so, why? Did Ryan add Jason? If so, what the hell! Are they really friends? That would be the worst thing that could possibly happen to me. If Ryan was somehow connected to Josh. My whole life would be ruined. It's like, Ryan has one goal in life, and it's to ruin mine. Damn him. And damn me for still loving him. Stupid Jerk. AGHHHHHHH!
My head hurts. Yours would too if all the thoughts that are going through my head were going through your head.