Mariah is awesome...
I keep telling people this and hoping that through repetition everyone will start believing it. This is my way of brainwashing the world lol.
So if you haven't noticed I am in a wonderful mood today. I'm hanging out with Amber and tonight I'm supposed to spend the night with Rachel. I decided to book a weekend without old boy and am hoping to break my addiction to the kid. I think that I want to leave him. My brain wants me to, my heart just doesn't. Its not good to have so much disagreement within yourself. I'm tired of arguing with myself so I'm going to try to leave him. I say all this knowing that I will probably see him tomorrow night and spend yet another week miserable like I did this week, but I don't know. I'm trying to make a 12 step process to leaving him. In a perfect world, I would leave him and he would decide that he can't live without me and would come begging for me to stay with him forever. But we all know that any world that Mariah is living in will not be perfect because that would make her happy. Right?
Anyways I have to get off here so I will talk at yall later. Love love..
So if you haven't noticed I am in a wonderful mood today. I'm hanging out with Amber and tonight I'm supposed to spend the night with Rachel. I decided to book a weekend without old boy and am hoping to break my addiction to the kid. I think that I want to leave him. My brain wants me to, my heart just doesn't. Its not good to have so much disagreement within yourself. I'm tired of arguing with myself so I'm going to try to leave him. I say all this knowing that I will probably see him tomorrow night and spend yet another week miserable like I did this week, but I don't know. I'm trying to make a 12 step process to leaving him. In a perfect world, I would leave him and he would decide that he can't live without me and would come begging for me to stay with him forever. But we all know that any world that Mariah is living in will not be perfect because that would make her happy. Right?
Anyways I have to get off here so I will talk at yall later. Love love..