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I feel all I've been doing is sitting around my house watching movies and reading or going to my grandma's listening to them go on and on about the papers that need to be filled out after my grandpa's death. I just can't spend anymore time sitting in that house with my cousin contantly poking me and bothering me. I can only handle so much of him at a time and I have reached my limit. I'm getting very easily annoyed lately because I haven't been getting out of my house and away from my family enough. I don't know what to do. I just want to scream. Work starts in a couple weeks and I know that will help but I don't know what to do until then. I sleep through most of the day for lack of anything to do. When I do get up and I'm not doing anything all day I get depressed so it seems easier just to sleep later.
I can't stand my life right now.
I can't stand my life right now.