lets say I think too much
I am tired right now, but I'm not asleep yet.
I have noticed recently that I do not get excited about things.
I remember as we drove into Canada, I didn't feel excitment, Joce was perplexed...
And when I paid for the rest of my cruise, I didn't feel excited...
And Jordan will be back tomorrow, and I don't feel particularly excited....
I guess I long for things sometimes though....
Like sleep, or tea, or my pug dog... or my mom