Sometimes I think I love you..... I do love you
I have not been that way in months..... I can't remember when I last felt that way...
I feel closer to Jordan than anyone else in my life. He ibos the only person in my life that I do not feel loss with. I do not fear him in anyway, and I have no worry or pain with him.
I sat across from him at Barnes and Noble for hours and I walked with him for a mile or two from bridge to bridge, state to state..... and I felt okay that he was leaving the next day... and I feel okay that I am in love with someone who is across the country... and I"m not scared of anything, Im not scared of this, and that is the best feeling I have ever shared with someone in my life.
We talked late into the night. And I felt a surge of heat go through me when he said, "I do love you, and I thought you knew that" I knew I had an importance in his life, I knew I made him want to holds hands in public, and I knew he felt close to me.... but I didn't know he could use love to describe that.. and it feels good to hear. I just feel okay right now and that means something. How could I not call that love... Being okay with someone is an amazing feat for me... If something warratns love it should be that.
I had my first day of school today. It was a good time. I am really starting to think that Social Work isn't right for me. That I am passionate about helping people, but maybe not how I thought. It concerns me.
I feel closer to Jordan than anyone else in my life. He ibos the only person in my life that I do not feel loss with. I do not fear him in anyway, and I have no worry or pain with him.
I sat across from him at Barnes and Noble for hours and I walked with him for a mile or two from bridge to bridge, state to state..... and I felt okay that he was leaving the next day... and I feel okay that I am in love with someone who is across the country... and I"m not scared of anything, Im not scared of this, and that is the best feeling I have ever shared with someone in my life.
We talked late into the night. And I felt a surge of heat go through me when he said, "I do love you, and I thought you knew that" I knew I had an importance in his life, I knew I made him want to holds hands in public, and I knew he felt close to me.... but I didn't know he could use love to describe that.. and it feels good to hear. I just feel okay right now and that means something. How could I not call that love... Being okay with someone is an amazing feat for me... If something warratns love it should be that.
I had my first day of school today. It was a good time. I am really starting to think that Social Work isn't right for me. That I am passionate about helping people, but maybe not how I thought. It concerns me.