as the days go by memories of possibly everything i've ever experienced in my life comes crashing back to me like waves that crash the shore, they erode whatever other thoughts i've been holding on to. your omnipresence in my thoughts is unnerving. it's like you're here yourself telling me not to let go even though the rational part of me knows ( Read more... )

I dont want to feel like it's wrong for me to feel the way that i'm feeling - there is no wrong or right in feeling a certain way. So what if I cry, so what if I can't "deal with it"? Try as I might, I am really not the same person anymore even after this whole thing. Barriers to entry is sky high and i've learnt to guard my heart because there is ( Read more... )