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as the days go by memories of possibly everything i've ever experienced in my life comes crashing back to me like waves that crash the shore, they erode whatever other thoughts i've been holding on to. your omnipresence in my thoughts is unnerving. it's like you're here yourself telling me not to let go even though the rational part of me knows that you want it in every fiber of your being to annul whatever we had, to cease any memories of our existence.

why is it that i've been seeing my life flash before my eyes one too many times
am i dying already?
it sure feels like i'm dead