i'm not sure if it's b/c i'm starting to feel better, or if i've been seeing too many holiday commercials, but i really, really want my mom's homemade food. especially bread, strawberry-rhubarb jam and air-popped popcorn. i also really want my sister's turkey and creamed corn... i may have to start a count-down to thanksgiving...
i'm so frustrated right now that i could rip my hair out. i really, really just want to be in a musical community again. i think that the wedding situation pretty much made my decision of what to go to grad school for.
definitely music performance...which is definitely scary and i definitely need to find a voice teacher pronto.