Mar 16, 2013 08:44
this is okay, this is good. you didn't get the teaching gig, which rounds out our failures for the year with an even 2/2. i'm trying to say this with the least amount of sarcasm possible, ironically enough, since this is something i really wanted, especially when pitted against that weird pseudo law pipe dream.
i'm acclimatizing myself to failure. and this is good, this is great. because this is just the foot of the walls i have to scale in my impending post-graduate life. it takes quite a while of gnashing around in the mud and dirt to begin even a minuscule descent, to roughen up my hands to grip the smoothness of the wall.
you're not special, infinite exclamation points to hardwire that to your brain. but keep going, keep going.