What it sounds like in my head. For the full effect listen to my myspace song.
I am one test away from completing my pre-requests for Occupation Therapy school. I have been dreaming a lot. I think Annie is pregnant. I am pro-choice, but if I make her abort is that her choice? Do the rules apply for animals? I’ve been struggling with laziness. My treadmill needed more parts, so I must continue to wait. I have become obsessed with the movie Four Eyed Monsters and their pod casts. I am annoyed by people and their insincerity. Where are my congratulations? I am depressed by the ending of my job, yet liberated. I am sickened by blatant disregard for animals and their wellbeing. My toes are blue. How am I going to afford school with an 88 mile commute one way and gas prices continuing to rise? There is nothing on TV. The litter box needs cleaning. I sent in all the paper work for school. I am planning a baby shower. I am alone. What if I have to live apart from Jason and my pets? Will we make it through three years of that? Am I repeating other people’s mistakes? I am excited about school. I am scared about school. I hate being broke. I need a job. Why does semen glow under black light? Am I still a good aunt even though I’m so far away? I want to be happy. I need my house to be fixed. I want Bill Rackley to lose his license and a personal apology. My expectations of people are too high. Even when I lower my expectations I get less then I was hoping for. I am judgmental and it makes me sick. I am in disbelief that I am 26. I want to get away. I am thirsty. Work, clean, dream, sleep, eat, drive, shop, fuck. Repeat.