Not as lovers but as friends who love
Annie
Little Orphan Annie is knocked up and it is too late to abort or to say it nicely spay her. So I’m stuck. They did an X-ray and estimated she’s at least 45 days pregnant but couldn’t get an accurate head count. 3-5 Kitten are there guess. Her cough has return but the vets down here said they will not give her any medication for it since she is pregnant. Which I don’t understand, why would you want a sick mommy kitten? So I decided to give Dr. Hatcher, my vet from Smyrna a call, and they said antibiotics can be given to a pregnant cat and should be if she is sick. I went ahead an made the appointment for Thursday even though she was still sitting at the vet in Pulaski. I don’t know what to do.. I just know I really don’t want Kitty Dot to get sick. I do car for Annie, it’s obvious, but my 1st priority is my pets. I can’t allow Annie to compromise my cat’s health. Anyway, we decided to put Annie in our guest bath until she has her Kittens and I guess even after she has them.. but until I can be sure she’s not contagious she will not be allowed out of there. I felt bad at first because it is small.. .but she seems to be increadibly happy. She hasn’t stopped purring since.. she’s been sleeping in her little bed and eating a boat load. She’s now getting to enjoy Kitten chow.
Kitty Dot and Courage
So far my precious little ones seem to be doing Great. Kitty did give me a death stare when I carried Annie in but other than that no big deal. I’m so thankful they seem to be okay.
Other Animals
We have already seen yet another stray on our porch but Jason says no way are we feeding them. I feel horrible about it though. As far as I’m concerned if an animal needs food I want to provide for them. I don’t necessarily want to take them all in and I know I can’t, but I hate the idea of not helping an animal.
Work
I am incredibly depressed about work. The closing date has been moved up to May 17th, yet like a week away. I don’t know I am so conflicted. I guess I don’t have much else to say about it except I’m depressed and I feel like I am losing a part of me.
Home
I still hate living down here. I hate the commute. I hate all the strays and I hate how much time I end up spending along. The only thing I do like is how happy Jason is. He loves his job, loves his commute and seems to be the happiest I’ve ever seen.
Parties
We are waiting to set up the end of the year soccer party. I am excited yet frustrated by the system. I finally got Tressia’s baby shower invites all ready and they will be sent out tomorrow. I am excited about the shower and I hope it turns out great!
Travel
We will be heading to Gatlinburg May 17th for a bagpipe competition. I really wasn’t too excited about it because the hotels get pricey as the season goes on, and well you can only go there soo many times. I’m slowly coming around to the idea. The following week is when Annie is Due. Then the weekend of May 31 we are off to Indiana to see Jenn get married. I am VERY excited about this trip!
My Mom
The following is secret.. so please don’t spill the beans.
This year for Mother day I decided I wanted to do something super fun. I am going to make some lasagna and then we’re going to go horseback riding. My mom LOVES horseback riding. I have to admit I’m a little nervous it’s been years since I’ve ridden but I think it’s going to be a GREAT time. My mom’s birthday is on the 20th of May so I have also picked out her birthday present. We are going to go to the CMT music festival. Not really the whole thing just one night. My mom and I love Jewel and so that is the night we will be seeing.
Operation Unpack
I unpacked two boxes this weekend. That doesn’t seem like much but while unpacking I filled a whole box of stuff to get rid of. This summer I am going to get rid of all the stuff that I no longer need. All the junk is bad.
School
It feels so good to be done with my online classes and shadowing. I am ready to get everything in order and to start school.
My reproductive system
I have been having some more pelvic discomfort. I called my gyno and again they he is wanting to do an ultrasound. I’m not sure what is going on with me but it sucks. I just don’t feel good.
Four Eyed Monsters
You must must must watch this movie. I am obsessed. I love the movie, the webisodes and music. Check it out.
From one of their webisodes I heard this song by Ben and Bruno. The lyrics to this song reminded me and Jason of Karl, one of my best friends in the world and I love him.
I have a new friend
we hope to be old friends
to live in peace and as friends
but this friend
she is a girlfriend but not my girlfriend
we have agreed not to kiss or hold hands
and we have planned to be in each others weddings
to be side by side through all the big things
but not as lovers but as friends who love
cause they’re not the same thing
cause they’re not the same thing
cause they’re not the same thing
cause they’re not the same thing
cause they’re not the same thing
cause they’re not the same thing
cause they’re not the same thing
cause they’re not the same thing
Little Orphan Annie is knocked up and it is too late to abort or to say it nicely spay her. So I’m stuck. They did an X-ray and estimated she’s at least 45 days pregnant but couldn’t get an accurate head count. 3-5 Kitten are there guess. Her cough has return but the vets down here said they will not give her any medication for it since she is pregnant. Which I don’t understand, why would you want a sick mommy kitten? So I decided to give Dr. Hatcher, my vet from Smyrna a call, and they said antibiotics can be given to a pregnant cat and should be if she is sick. I went ahead an made the appointment for Thursday even though she was still sitting at the vet in Pulaski. I don’t know what to do.. I just know I really don’t want Kitty Dot to get sick. I do car for Annie, it’s obvious, but my 1st priority is my pets. I can’t allow Annie to compromise my cat’s health. Anyway, we decided to put Annie in our guest bath until she has her Kittens and I guess even after she has them.. but until I can be sure she’s not contagious she will not be allowed out of there. I felt bad at first because it is small.. .but she seems to be increadibly happy. She hasn’t stopped purring since.. she’s been sleeping in her little bed and eating a boat load. She’s now getting to enjoy Kitten chow.
Kitty Dot and Courage
So far my precious little ones seem to be doing Great. Kitty did give me a death stare when I carried Annie in but other than that no big deal. I’m so thankful they seem to be okay.
Other Animals
We have already seen yet another stray on our porch but Jason says no way are we feeding them. I feel horrible about it though. As far as I’m concerned if an animal needs food I want to provide for them. I don’t necessarily want to take them all in and I know I can’t, but I hate the idea of not helping an animal.
Work
I am incredibly depressed about work. The closing date has been moved up to May 17th, yet like a week away. I don’t know I am so conflicted. I guess I don’t have much else to say about it except I’m depressed and I feel like I am losing a part of me.
Home
I still hate living down here. I hate the commute. I hate all the strays and I hate how much time I end up spending along. The only thing I do like is how happy Jason is. He loves his job, loves his commute and seems to be the happiest I’ve ever seen.
Parties
We are waiting to set up the end of the year soccer party. I am excited yet frustrated by the system. I finally got Tressia’s baby shower invites all ready and they will be sent out tomorrow. I am excited about the shower and I hope it turns out great!
Travel
We will be heading to Gatlinburg May 17th for a bagpipe competition. I really wasn’t too excited about it because the hotels get pricey as the season goes on, and well you can only go there soo many times. I’m slowly coming around to the idea. The following week is when Annie is Due. Then the weekend of May 31 we are off to Indiana to see Jenn get married. I am VERY excited about this trip!
My Mom
The following is secret.. so please don’t spill the beans.
This year for Mother day I decided I wanted to do something super fun. I am going to make some lasagna and then we’re going to go horseback riding. My mom LOVES horseback riding. I have to admit I’m a little nervous it’s been years since I’ve ridden but I think it’s going to be a GREAT time. My mom’s birthday is on the 20th of May so I have also picked out her birthday present. We are going to go to the CMT music festival. Not really the whole thing just one night. My mom and I love Jewel and so that is the night we will be seeing.
Operation Unpack
I unpacked two boxes this weekend. That doesn’t seem like much but while unpacking I filled a whole box of stuff to get rid of. This summer I am going to get rid of all the stuff that I no longer need. All the junk is bad.
School
It feels so good to be done with my online classes and shadowing. I am ready to get everything in order and to start school.
My reproductive system
I have been having some more pelvic discomfort. I called my gyno and again they he is wanting to do an ultrasound. I’m not sure what is going on with me but it sucks. I just don’t feel good.
Four Eyed Monsters
You must must must watch this movie. I am obsessed. I love the movie, the webisodes and music. Check it out.
From one of their webisodes I heard this song by Ben and Bruno. The lyrics to this song reminded me and Jason of Karl, one of my best friends in the world and I love him.
I have a new friend
we hope to be old friends
to live in peace and as friends
but this friend
she is a girlfriend but not my girlfriend
we have agreed not to kiss or hold hands
and we have planned to be in each others weddings
to be side by side through all the big things
but not as lovers but as friends who love
cause they’re not the same thing
cause they’re not the same thing
cause they’re not the same thing
cause they’re not the same thing
cause they’re not the same thing
cause they’re not the same thing
cause they’re not the same thing
cause they’re not the same thing