[it's never enough.]

[firelle]

i don't remember what love is and how it feels so i watch klaine and just don't GET IT. i remember being in love, i faintly can call back memories, shadows of emotions, but i can't feel it. you can remember feeling but it's hard to remember how something felt. to just crave this other person, need them, want them close to you every second. to touch, to look at, to be with. i was there a few times in my life, yes. but it's been years since the last and too long to recall everything.

i want to love again.

also, i feel attractive, i know i am (okay, this is subjective but i know i'm not ugly, if not attractive i'm okay). but in this city i can't really use it. there's no place to seduce someone into coming up for me or no place to spot anyone to come up for.

joys of my life.