I'm a bit stunned tonight. Jen and I went out to see Blindness tonight. After the movie, we were talking and the conversation just didn't flow right. It's hard to explain exactly, but basically, I do not feel like we engage in conversations. It is more like we take turns talking about generally related things as opposed to actually having a good ( Read more... )

There are a few things I should clarify from the last post ( Read more... )

I had a very long talk with Jen tonight. I will admit that I went into it thinking that there was no hope for the relationship. As we talked, however, I realized that there is a specific set of things which are problems, and these things can be address. Much of it comes down to having gotten into things too quickly. I was feeling overcommited and ( Read more... )

I have some good financial news. It looks like my dad might be helping me out with the dental work a bit (by which I mean paying for it, not helping with the work itself.) This will put me into a much better financial state. The especially good news is that if I don't have extra expenses then I can pay the bills with about 12 hours of lessons a ( Read more... )

Long time reader, first time... no, that's not it.

Haven't had the chance to post in a while. This is partly because the router in apt 13 has given up the ghost so we have no wireless here. Add to that my hectic schedule, and no posting. I wonder if Erin would be nice enough to let me use her wireless until we move and we buy a new router. *makes ( Read more... )

I'm feeling pretty good today, except for the fact that I didn't sleep enough last night ( Read more... )

I got into Amherst around 2 PM today, and I have been working almost continually on Friend Computer, the database system for Worlds Apart ( Read more... )

Why am I posting at 7:50 in the morning? Nothing so glorious as getting up early for work. I simply cannot sleep. I woke up to answer the call of nature, and my mind started to churn. You see, when I'm in that early morning state, I am inclined to wander into mental ruts. Processes of thought which, in the light of day, seem pretty silly, but which ( Read more... )

Last night I slept very poorly. This is likely a combination of two things. First, I became fairly agitated shortly before bed, as was explained in my last post. The specific person who set me off I am quite sure meant no offense. She just has a knack for communicating in a way that ticks people off, but the sentiment it triggered from me was quite ( Read more... )

I noticed today that I haven't gotten any comments on my LJ in a while. Then it occurred to me that this is likely because I have not made any posts. How about that causation ( Read more... )