Somewhere I Belong
So....I am here again. LJ has become like my personal psychological counselor or helper, or whatever you call it. It helps expose of stress and mishaps in my life, thank you! And its here to also express my happy moments! lol. Oki, sorry for that.
Anyways....
What is so wrong with wearing make-up? or more specific, eyeliner? I don't get it. Wearing eyeliner or make up of any sort in my family is like a sin. I am now band from wearing eyeliner to school, or outside, only on special events can I wear it. My mom says that I have to stop it becuase she doesnt approve of it, and that its going to mess up my face. She also says that if I keep wearing it I am not going to look good in it later on when I want to wear it for something special. The only reason why I wear it is because I think I look better with it on, I dont think I look pretty, and with that I feel....prettier? I guess you can say. I don't know. I'm a little mad about that. And I know, what a stupid little thing I'm complaining about. I feel so childish complaining about that whole thing....
So my best friend heard from Clay (my boyfriend at one point in my life)....
Its nice to know that he can get with someone so fast after moving and breaking up with someone. He sure gets over it quickly. He leaves FL, moves to NC. finds another girl in less than a month being there, and gets with her. Then moves again, finds another girl in less than a month and gets with her! How come guys get over things so easily while girls take so long to get over one thing? I hate it...
Even after two years, I still can't forget him and about him leaving and crap. I never told him how I really felt, and I think thats why I can't just forget him. Its constantly eating at the back of my mind, and I really want it to stop. He is coming down this summer...I want to see him and then I don't. I think it would be better if we didnt see each other, I don't know what I could say to him anyways. I'd probably end of slapping after all thats happened.
Okay, forget about that depressing part of my entry. I finally got my piano book from the movie The Piano. I will finally be able to learn one of my favorite piano pieces, The Heart Asks Pleasure First. Yay! *jumps up and down*
I'm pretty happy that BCC spring break is the same time as Baysides, that means one week of no work and total relaxation, I really need it. I'm going to the beach! Woot woot!
Oh, and I am so seeing Premonition when it comes out. I am really looking forward to it!
Alrighty, I'm off, I have mid-terms to study for!
Anyways....
What is so wrong with wearing make-up? or more specific, eyeliner? I don't get it. Wearing eyeliner or make up of any sort in my family is like a sin. I am now band from wearing eyeliner to school, or outside, only on special events can I wear it. My mom says that I have to stop it becuase she doesnt approve of it, and that its going to mess up my face. She also says that if I keep wearing it I am not going to look good in it later on when I want to wear it for something special. The only reason why I wear it is because I think I look better with it on, I dont think I look pretty, and with that I feel....prettier? I guess you can say. I don't know. I'm a little mad about that. And I know, what a stupid little thing I'm complaining about. I feel so childish complaining about that whole thing....
So my best friend heard from Clay (my boyfriend at one point in my life)....
Its nice to know that he can get with someone so fast after moving and breaking up with someone. He sure gets over it quickly. He leaves FL, moves to NC. finds another girl in less than a month being there, and gets with her. Then moves again, finds another girl in less than a month and gets with her! How come guys get over things so easily while girls take so long to get over one thing? I hate it...
Even after two years, I still can't forget him and about him leaving and crap. I never told him how I really felt, and I think thats why I can't just forget him. Its constantly eating at the back of my mind, and I really want it to stop. He is coming down this summer...I want to see him and then I don't. I think it would be better if we didnt see each other, I don't know what I could say to him anyways. I'd probably end of slapping after all thats happened.
Okay, forget about that depressing part of my entry. I finally got my piano book from the movie The Piano. I will finally be able to learn one of my favorite piano pieces, The Heart Asks Pleasure First. Yay! *jumps up and down*
I'm pretty happy that BCC spring break is the same time as Baysides, that means one week of no work and total relaxation, I really need it. I'm going to the beach! Woot woot!
Oh, and I am so seeing Premonition when it comes out. I am really looking forward to it!
Alrighty, I'm off, I have mid-terms to study for!