And if I sleep just to dream of you...
♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA!!!!! ♥
It would have been my cousins 29th birthday today. My aunt and his brothers went to the cemetery to sing happy birthday to him. I can't believe how much I miss him...I love you Josh!
Anyways,
Its that time again for a.........
Survey!!! I'm bored, its the one day I don't have homework!! Woot!
....and I plus I have become obsessed with playing The Heart Asks Pleasure First by Michael Nyman. I must take a break before my wrist and fingers fall off.
-SAD SECTION-
01. Have you ever really cried your heart out?
Yes, once over something so pathetic, it must have made me look so weak. And when my cousin died.
02. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yep, for the same damn pathetic reason
03. Have you ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
erm...no. I don't really like crying in front of my friends
04. Do you cry when you get an injury?
Nope, I do the exact oppostie, I laugh at myself.
-HAPPY SECTION-
01. Are you a happy person?
Generally...I really have no reason not to wake up and be happy. Unless some something is really bothering me or something happened, but usually when things happen to me I still tend to be happy or optimistic.
02. What can always make you happy?
My friends. My music, either listening to it, or playing piano can cheer me up. And my mom can make me feel better. :)
03. Do you wish you were happier?
At certain times of my life, yes.
04. Is being happy overrated?
Don't think so...do you rather people be in a pissed of mood?
05. Can music make you happy?
Yes...or it can go the other way too, but mostly happy.
-LOVE SECTION-
01. How many times have you had your heart broken?
...once.
02. Anyone besides your friends/family ever said they loved you?
Yes, and that turned out to be a total lie.
03. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
That was my downfall...I did, and truly did mean it.
-RELATIONSHIP SECTION-
01. Are you in a relationship?
nope
02. Are you happy with it?
Ehh...I guess, I mean I do want to be with someone, but right now my life is better off without it.
03. Have a crush on a person?
I think so....I don't know, the guy confuses me.
-HATE SECTION-
01. Who do you actually hate?
I don't hate anyone. I dislike. Hate is a strong word.
02. Have you ever made a hit list?
Noooo
03. Are you a mean bully?
I don't think I am. I'm defintely not like that
04. Do you like George Bush?
Hate him...
01. Are you good looking?
You can decide that
02. Do you wish you could be someone else?
I'd prefer just to be me. No point in acting like someone you're not.
-EVER-
[] ridden in a taxi.
[] jumped a ramp on a bike
[x] been used
[] been fired
[] fired a real gun.
[] been arrested (or handucffed by police).
[] celebrated New Year's in Times Square or Disney World
[] AKA the Human beat box
[] gone on a blind date.
[xxxx- lol. ] had a crush on a teacher
[] celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans.
[] been to Europe.
[] been to Australia
[] been to Hawaii
[x] skipped school.
[] thrown up from drinking
[x] played 'Clue'.
[x] had a sleepover.
[x] gone ice skating.
[] had your tonsils out
[] have/had a TRUCK.
[x] driven a car.
[] totaled a car.
[x] been flashed
-CURRENTLY WEARING-
01. clothes?
Nope, I'm a nudist....Kidding. Of course I am.
02. Shorts?
yep
03. Shoes?
not right now
04. Underwear?
uh-huh
05. Necklace?
haha...nope. Its all tangled up
-HAVE YOU EVER-
01. Hugged someone?
Nope, I am just one unemotional girl. I've hugged many people.
02. Been on the phone/computer until the sun came up?
Thats a really long time.
03. Put a song on repeat for more than an hour?
Yeah, when I am totally obsessed with it and can't get enough of it
-LASTS-
01. Last person you talked to in person?
My mom
02. Last person you talked to online?
Mark.
03 Person you talked to on the phone?
My mom
04. Person you talked to on text?
Brittany
05. Person who made you smile?
Either Julie or Alex
06. Person you messaged on myspace?
Justin
-OTHER-
02. What kind of shampoo do you use?
Sunsilk...omgosh, it smells so good
03. Do you get along with your parents?
Yep.
04. Do you have mental breakdowns?
Not really.
05. Did you ever fake being sick?
Why? Theres no point, its not going to work.
-CURRENT-
01. Current Mood:
Tired
03. Current hair:
Flat straight and loose
04. Current Thing I Ought To Be Doing?
Doing my pre-calc homework.
05. Current windows open?
Livejournal, and myspace. Oh and AIM.
1. Who were you with last night?
My mom
2. What woke you up this morning?
The phone
3. Where are you?
My music room
4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
I don't know. I have NRTs tomorrow, and then I have to tutor from 3:30 to 6pm at Adult Ed after school in my teachers classroom.
5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
Kissed my parents, and hugged some friends
6. When is the last time you hugged someone?
On my way to band
7. Who is the last person you hugged?
Julie I think
8. When's the last time you cried?
Few minutes ago actually, I was thinking about my cuz.
10. Ever thrown up in public?
At Disney World
12. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
Everything from NRTs, to college, to band, online course, and some crap thats going on in my family
-The FUTURE -
13. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
Not just anyone
14. Where would you like to live?
New York, or Spain
15. What kind of home would you like?
Something just to call me home.
16. What do you want be when you grow up?
Cardiothoracic surgeon.
17. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
University of South Florida
ON MYSPACE -
20. Who is your number one?
Amy
22. How many people have you kissed in your top friends?
My family members
23. Who was the last person that left you a comment?
Rachael. I really cool girl who I met from GA
24. Are you good friends with this person?
I don't know her in person, but I guess for talking over internet
25. How often do you log in to myspace?
Basically everyday.
-IN GENERAL -
27. Do you like candy necklaces?
Ew, no.
28. When's the last time you fell or ran into something?
When I was leaving band practice. I ran into a stupid chair
30. Do you still go trick or treating?
Heck yes
31. What was the last thing you ate?
I just finished eating a glazed donut, havent had one in a loonnngg time
32. Are you a fast typer?
Basically.
33. About how many people have you liked?
Not that many. Since the beginning og Middle school to now where I am in high school, about 3, lol. I was seriously crushing on them.
34. What are you doing this weekend?
Doing my journal entried for my World Religion class, online course.
35. Whats your favorite type of soda?
Moutain Dew and Dr. Pepper
36. Have you ever moved?
Yeah
37. Have you ever won an award?
Alot
38. How many times have you been in love?
Didn't you already ask this question? uh, once
39. What do you want to do right now?
I dont know. Play piano, watch tv, i dont know
40. Are you listening to music right now?
Yep!! Linkin Park!!! Gosh, I miss them! They are coming out with a new album! :)
41. Are you in a room with someone?
nope, all by myself!
42. Whats a word or phrase that you love?
Your face, all my friends say that for some reason
43. How long until your birthday?
8 months and 17 days, haha.
44. When were you the saddest in your whole life?
Summer before my ninth grade year...
45. What time is it now?
8:04pm
46. Do you think anyone will repost to this?
No clue
47. What makes you pissed off?
Stupid people, people who cause problems and complain excessively, some people in band, and other crap, heh.
48. Have you ever had a song written about you?
Well someone wrote a piano song dedicated to me, and its titled was my first name, so I guess so. But you can say that totally didnt mean anything either
49. What song makes you cry?
none really, some can make me sad, one can make really sad because of what it reminds me of.
50. What songs make you happy?
Alot
51. What do you like to listen to before you go to bed?
Any of my music
52. Do you have a job?
No.
53. What does Your CD player have in it right now?
Haha, I dont use my CD player, but I think it has Enya in it.
54. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
Purple
[Height:]
5'7
[Hair:]
Brownish with the red color fading
[Eye Color:]
Brown to light brownish
[Tattoos:]
N/A.
[Wearing right now?]
Clothes.
[Have a bad habit?]
Shaking my legs uncontrollably.
2006:
[ ] Sucked for me
[ ] Was awesome.
[x] Was ok. It was awesome sometimes, then sucked sometimes.
2006 I...
[] Dumped someone.
[xx more liked glazed, lol] Dyed my hair
[] Failed a class
[] Had love at first sight
[] Snuck out of my house
[] Stayed up all night
[x] Cried because I missed someone
[] Missed curfew*dont have one*
[] kissed someone who I reget doin it
[x] Made honor roll
[x] Danced crazily with my friends all night
[x] Gained confidence
[] Lost a friend(s)
[x] Gained new friends
[] Changed looks
2007 I want to...
[x more like mantain my good grades] Get better grades
[] Care less about how I look
[] Care more about how I look
[x] Be crazier...
[] Keep my resolution
[x] Be more of myself around people
[xxx] Take life better and not think about the past
geez....that was long.