it is cold outside, it is cold inside,
the frost, it pushes so steadily. so
heavily against my windows. and
i just want to curl up next to you,
listen to you breathe and know that
if i were to reach out you would not
dissolve beneath my fingertips. you
will not dissolve again. because
the winter is only so long. because
january is over. because no one
can dissolve when she has so many
people who want to hold her so tight.
i miss you. xoxx.