Getting ready to move in 2 1/2 weeks to Somerset. Hopefully this will be my last move in a very long time ( Read more... )

Life is frustrating. Have to move again because theres not enough room here ( Read more... )

Up...down...up...down. I'm extremely sick of this emotional roller coaster I ride everyday. I feel more and more out of it as the days pass and I can't seem to find much satisfaction in anything. All of the things I've ever loved seem dull and meaningless. My life, this world, it all seems meaningless and its disgusting race of self obsessed, ( Read more... )

Since it's a brand new year already I figured I'd update my useless livejournal that no one reads ( Read more... )

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The last week has sucked. I've been drunk almost everyday and have lied to myself over and over again that I don't care about whats happend and I don't need him.

I don't even know what to say anymore. I tried. But nothing is good enough.

WHAT TIME IS IT NOW ( Read more... )

Got my apartment a few weeks ago. I like it. Also got a job. I'm working at a travel consulting company . I like it.

So far Im enjoying being back home. I feel like a weight has been lifted off in a weird way. A strange sense of comfort that I can't really describe.

Not much else to say besides that.

I'm back in New Jersey. This time for good. Staying at my moms right now until I find an apartment. I've been looking in Easton, PA. Its a cute town and I'll be right inbetween my moms and where my dad and brothers live ( Read more... )