ecstatic for no reason, well, a stupid, imaginary reason
so, bunny smiled at me earlier. he fucking smiled at me!!! now, of course, that probably means jack shit in the real world. but in my stupid, crazy, infatuation-riddled world it means something fantastic. the real fantastic, rather than the way i mean it when traffic sucks.
and he has a beautiful smile. he physically turned to look at me (behind him). physically turned. i really shouldn't be so excited. and you know what? i tried to smile back. i tried to meet his gaze. it's so fucking hard.
and, he actually said hi when we walked past each other in the library lobby. well, not "hi", rather one of those synonymous phrases, but whatever; not the point. and i think he smiled. and i actually looked at him, and smiled. and probably blushed.
and walking past him like that i noticed...he really is that good looking. i wasn't really sure. but he is.
on another interesting note...when stupidblondegirl said something stupid today, he shook his head...perhaps she's too stupid for him.
okay. and now i'm gonna try to stop being so utterly, utterly shallow and petty.
and he has a beautiful smile. he physically turned to look at me (behind him). physically turned. i really shouldn't be so excited. and you know what? i tried to smile back. i tried to meet his gaze. it's so fucking hard.
and, he actually said hi when we walked past each other in the library lobby. well, not "hi", rather one of those synonymous phrases, but whatever; not the point. and i think he smiled. and i actually looked at him, and smiled. and probably blushed.
and walking past him like that i noticed...he really is that good looking. i wasn't really sure. but he is.
on another interesting note...when stupidblondegirl said something stupid today, he shook his head...perhaps she's too stupid for him.
okay. and now i'm gonna try to stop being so utterly, utterly shallow and petty.