Oct 07, 2003 01:52
so, i skipped latin today. that's bad.
and i'm about to fail photo.
and my speech teacher has disappeared, and i'm confused.
and i'm too busy in government staring at bunny to actually pay attention to my notes
and i have a reading quiz in humanities tomorrow that i'm not at all ready for.
and i have a ton of work due tomorrow, late, in composition (where i'm also too busy staring at bunny to do much anything). i have to get it done. tonight.
and i'm so fucking tired.
and i've been such a disgusting pig lately. been coe-ing. don't think i've actually gained weight. but i'm close to it. and i need to start losing some dammit. i feel disgusting with this body staying the same. it needs to be thinner dammit. much much thinner. i will be a lollipop dammit!!!
and i've been overspending. i'm in debt. badly in debt. i have no job. i have no money. and right now, i'm 200$ in the whole for october. and today is the what? end of the first week? neato.
and my birthday is coming up. i think i'll write about how sad i am about that soon. need to do real stuff now.
gonna try to be in bed by 3.30 if i can. argh!!!