I'm alone in a room. There's a television, and it's on. A video is playing. I'm watching, and numb sick panic is creeping up from my stomach and my hands to my chest and my neck. There's cold McDonald's beside me and I'm nibbling at it, but keep feeling like I'm going to choke.

On the screen, two young boys. One has threatened to put poison in the ( Read more... )

This is very vaguely brought on by the following link: The Roles Of Tops And Bottoms. I don't have all the much to say about that link specifically. It's talking about gay men for one. And about the different problems that polarization can cause, when they're there and when they're not. And what it stirred up in my head was really not about that.

I ( Read more... )

It was a bright sunny day when I found the flyer. I don't remember how old I was. I would guess somewhere between 12 and 14. I was walking outside, and discarded on the sidewalk I found a piece of paper, I think damaged from previous rain ( Read more... )