I hate myself sometimes....
Again, it's hard to be positive all the time when I feel like shit. This was an extra bad pain day today and after KUVO (my part time job as a radio DJ), I came home and slept for like 90 minutes. My Fibro. illness is really effecting me more mentally these days, too. I need to see my psycho therapist next week, and I am already scheduled. Emphasis on Psycho is my case....
I hate this shit, I hate the illness and I hate the pain. I have been hating myself the past couple of days, too. That's not a good sign.
I don't want to self medicate other than as prescribed by the Drs. That's a good sign.
My colon has been acting up the past two days and instead of being constipated like I usually am on the stupid pain meds, I have had diarrhea. Oh Joy!
Imodium, yay. NOT.
Life is very hard for me right now. I need help.
I hate this shit, I hate the illness and I hate the pain. I have been hating myself the past couple of days, too. That's not a good sign.
I don't want to self medicate other than as prescribed by the Drs. That's a good sign.
My colon has been acting up the past two days and instead of being constipated like I usually am on the stupid pain meds, I have had diarrhea. Oh Joy!
Imodium, yay. NOT.
Life is very hard for me right now. I need help.