I hate myself sometimes....

[stalzz]

Again, it's hard to be positive all the time when I feel like shit. This was an extra bad pain day today and after KUVO (my part time job as a radio DJ), I came home and slept for like 90 minutes. My Fibro. illness is really effecting me more mentally these days, too. I need to see my psycho therapist next week, and I am already scheduled. Emphasis

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[balamuthia]

No one can be positive all the time, we all have to have our off days. *hugs*

[marsidotes]

Don't be down on yourself, the world can do enough of that. Keep positive whenever you can and more positive energy will come your way. I have fibro too and IBS, so I do know where you're coming from..........but, being negative doesn't help you, only hurt you.

[beyondcliche]

I know - we never get a break from the pain, do we? It's not like it goes away at night to let us sleep, or long enough to allow us to lead normal lives... who wouldn't be pissed off??

I mean, negativity doesn't usually HELP, but it's here and you have to deal with it, somehow. I usually write to get my negative feelings out - maybe that would work for you?? It doesn't totally solve my issues, but I can read back and sometimes I see trends that I may not have seen before.

Just enjoy the good days. Screw the rest. =)

[elleblum]

I know exactly how you feel. We all have those days. I know I had a terrible day today. Most of the time we try to stay positive. We try to be optimistic and put on a happy face. But some days there is just no energy for it. I actually find that if I allow myself a little time to wallow in self-pity and get all that anguish out, and not beat myself up about feeling badly, then once all those negative emotions are acknowledged and released it's a lot easier to handle. My advice: have a good cry and then get some rest. I hope you feel better soon.

[stalzz]

Hell, I wish I could cry!