a drunken comment for a drunken post. and you might be wondering, well, you should be wondering, how a little college student lady is drunk at 2:14 in the afternoon of a tuesday. i am drunk all of the time, drunk off of afforementioned leaves, or drunk off of the silly helpless society of us. days flow into more days into more days and more than half of the time I can't remember what I did that morning, what I'm doing at the moment. I was just watching TV and I really have no idea how to tell you what I was watching, it was something with people, that's all, maybe it was in color. Are you in color? You want to be in color. What's the difference between hot and cold and how do we know what it is? The spectrum of discompfort. I recently turned in my French test and while I was doing this my teacher was looking directly at the part of my stomach that was showing. I want to rip off the tops of everyones heads and lay their brains down and pick out their little thoughts with tweezers. I do things like let my dirty dishes sit for
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you can't talk and write at the same time. writing is a constant organizing of the mind. it isn't just pen on paper or fingers on keys, it's mind on planet. i'm quiet because i'm listening. to you, to the air, to the spaces in between and above sound, and then i'm trying to figure out how to make them come back out of me sounding just as good, something my voice can do little to help. i'm not a shy person, there's just too much other stuff i'd rather listen to than myself.
Hmmm. For some reason I'm not buying that. I think you are shy and that you're making up a clever reason to excuse how you may not be that outward in person (at least, at first when you are getting to know someone
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maybe you are right. maybe you are right half of the time. isn't everyone shy some of the time? mostly i just don't like talking unless i have something to say. i don't remember feeling shy when i met you, i just didn't have a whole lot of things to say. i think the discrepencies here are why you are in school for acting and i am in school for writing.
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