the infamouse drunkin' post
Ah, the infamouse drunkin' post.
I have been wanting to inebriate myself for a while. It is pathetic. Usually I like myself when I have had a few drinks -I become more loving and more open about telling people how much I like them. But not this time. I think I am having my first experiences with being a bitter drunk. I don't think I like that.
So the world? It's all bullshit as far as I'm concerned. I guess that's just something that people in my stage of life come to think -which sucks because I'd like to think that I'm being original. But seriously, people in life, it's all bullshit. The amount of crap we go through to adhear to social expectations? Whose really crazy here?
All the "genious" people didn't fit in to society. Why? Because why should they bother? Society would just hinder them. That's how I feel, right now. That playing the "society game" is just a waste of my time, but you know what? I'm going to do it anyway because it is the easy way to go.
Sure maybe I'll find some unique hippy-type variations of playing along with society but ultimatly I'll be playing along with society anyway. I'll be in grad school: that's the next logical step for me yeah? That's what society says I must do next after I graduate. Well, good. It sure is easy doing what society wants me to do.
It's fun being drunk because at least shit'll be mixed up. At least this post, at least today will be different from yesterday.
I feel retarted. I feel old. I feel like I'm coming to the end of exiting new things in my life and that is very sad. (But don't worry, it's probably just because I'm being a depressed drunk right now.
I'm glad I'm posting right now. LiveJournal hasn't exactly been bumpin' for me the past several months. Probably 'cause I'm sick of posting the same old bullshit and getting the same old bullshit comments. Oh!!!! Now I'm being an honest drunk! Meh. This is fun.
Now I expect to see some entertaining responses to this drunken post. Don't dissapoint me guys! (like how I dissapoint myself! Oh! I'm pathetic.)
I have been wanting to inebriate myself for a while. It is pathetic. Usually I like myself when I have had a few drinks -I become more loving and more open about telling people how much I like them. But not this time. I think I am having my first experiences with being a bitter drunk. I don't think I like that.
So the world? It's all bullshit as far as I'm concerned. I guess that's just something that people in my stage of life come to think -which sucks because I'd like to think that I'm being original. But seriously, people in life, it's all bullshit. The amount of crap we go through to adhear to social expectations? Whose really crazy here?
All the "genious" people didn't fit in to society. Why? Because why should they bother? Society would just hinder them. That's how I feel, right now. That playing the "society game" is just a waste of my time, but you know what? I'm going to do it anyway because it is the easy way to go.
Sure maybe I'll find some unique hippy-type variations of playing along with society but ultimatly I'll be playing along with society anyway. I'll be in grad school: that's the next logical step for me yeah? That's what society says I must do next after I graduate. Well, good. It sure is easy doing what society wants me to do.
It's fun being drunk because at least shit'll be mixed up. At least this post, at least today will be different from yesterday.
I feel retarted. I feel old. I feel like I'm coming to the end of exiting new things in my life and that is very sad. (But don't worry, it's probably just because I'm being a depressed drunk right now.
I'm glad I'm posting right now. LiveJournal hasn't exactly been bumpin' for me the past several months. Probably 'cause I'm sick of posting the same old bullshit and getting the same old bullshit comments. Oh!!!! Now I'm being an honest drunk! Meh. This is fun.
Now I expect to see some entertaining responses to this drunken post. Don't dissapoint me guys! (like how I dissapoint myself! Oh! I'm pathetic.)