The New Girlfriend & Son
I wasn't even looking for a girlfriend. I sincerely had given up and was happily just playing around and then she direct messaged me. We laughed and have been talking for long periods of time. I have just been hanging on the phone all day and watching her at work, yup, just like an idiot.
It's totally time to stop acting like an idiot and get back to taking care of my life. Hell, I just wasn't ready to talk to her son on the phone while I was Sam's club today. I don't know why it caught me off guard. I always having a weird thing with trying to get to know a 10 year old. What the hell do you talk about anyway, sure it's easy in class. We are talking about assignments and the like.
But, this was just whoa... quick. I didn't understand what the hell he meant anyway, he asked me what I turned. What the hell is that. Now, she straight hung up the phone on me. She wanted to hang up, then tried to play like I was hanging up on her. I did want to go though, and I spilled my guts about losing Daythan and PJ. Then I got the most awkward silence I'd heard in a long time.
So, then she says she wanted to end the awkward and just leave. So, you don't think you should comfort someone who just opens up and is super vulnerable? Huh, new gf? wow! Nope... I don't have to energy to deal with her feelings and issues. I am not a bad person. Why did she call her son my son? What the fuck was that to? I am not her son's mother. We've been together too short to even be gf's.
huh... wtf am I doing?