Patience...
Patience Is A Skill You Can Learn. Patience is the ability to tolerate waiting, frustration, or delay without getting agitated or upset. It's being able to control our emotions, proceed calmly when faced with an unpleasant situation, and live life at the speed at which it actually happens
I am working hard at developing this side of me more. It's easy to say that one has patience when speaking to a lover, or rather one that we are interested in being a lover or friend. We want to be able to be as patient as we are needed to be, however if we haven't done all that we can do on ourselves to develop better emotional self management.
Learn all the hard things about ourselves, and worked as much as we can through our stuff. Then try as we might we just may not be able to be as patient as we have promised someone that has need of it from us.
I think all the time of what I need to learn to be able to have a relationship. Yet, I then go and want to be with someone that is so far away in every since of reality for me to even connect with, leading me again to wonder if I ever truly wanted someone in my life.
Today, I got a tingle...
It shouldn't have been there...
yet it was.
This tingle, it ran around my brain
and nestled itself into the corners of my mouth...
A smile.
Yup, Today, I got a tingle...
Why, oh why, did she put it there.
Patience.