im getting the damn razr tomorrow. bleh. BUT HE TEXTED ME. AND I LEAVE FOR CAMP SATURDAY. ahem. im bored. PEACEEEEEEE

jaw situation is pretty bad. oral surgeon didn't know what was wrong from the panaramic xrays so i had to get an mri. that sucked. going back to him the 18th. then going to see ron =] i had a weird ass dream lastnight about this guy working somewhere or something. bottum line it was weird and im only saying just that so that i can remember it ... ( Read more... )

there were 7 flute finalits at governors school auditions. i messed up my chromatic scale a little at the top...and took a breath so i definately didn't make it. but other than that it went really well. sight reading was an entire page of 16th notes. easier than all state though. andrew was there and he's like..7th in all state and first on picc. ( Read more... )

I MADE IT TO FINALS FOR GOVERNORS SCHOOL

my back hurts and i hurt my finger in volleyball. my team is REALLY pissing me off. i miss ron. a lot. i've played his stuff for two performances and both went okay. phew. got a big project in history. i got assigned to holocaust history. yessssss. and i actually can't wait to do it. my marking period tgrades really reallu sucked. and i need to get ( Read more... )

rough week rough week

well...month. two months. bleh. i'm really sick.

i was right. rough month rough month. grandma is not doing well. at all. i can't handle anything anymore heh. came home thursday from the invitational and my dad told us she's going to die in a matter of days. i can't cry anymore it's all weird to me. it's horrible. everything's up in the air...she started to eat for my parents yesterday...don't ( Read more... )

i was right. rough month rough month. grandma is not doing well. at all. i can't handle anything anymore heh. came home thursday from the invitational and my dad told us she's going to die in a matter of days. i can't cry anymore it's all weird to me. it's horrible. everything's up in the air...she started to eat for my parents yesterday...don't ( Read more... )

well. pit band auditions were okay. i didn't mess up. but i think the other flute beat me out. idk. maybe i'm being hard on myself. but this time it's probably for the right reason. eh whatever. i have an all state audition to worry about not some stupid school one!

i often find myself hating my cat

ummmm we need to play praise jeruselem or i'll be mucho sado. we probably won't so. at least i can copy it and play it with the recording. well this is gay.