Because although I can definitively say it was full of abject misery, it was not the exciting kind ( Read more... )

So, the good news over here is that I think I'm beginning to snap out of my funk.

That's why I disappeared for a bit. I do the dance of the hermit to shield you. It's not that I don't love you.

It's just that no one wants to hear about me being miserable, least of all me.

But I'm beginning to feel like somethings are manageable again. And the rest ( Read more... )

Hey all.  Thanks everyone for the kind words for the last dramatic post. Things are totally better now. Josh cried like a little girl and apologized, so that helped. Also I no longer am a slave to his drama fits, so that makes for a happier Katie.

Sorry I've been remiss in answering comments and emails, I was waiting for a little distance. Plus I ( Read more... )

I wish there were some sort of remedy to make yourself willing to do productive things that you need to get done, and indeed would be happier if you actually just sat down and worked on them.

I feel so unexcited about everything, and yet oddly attuned to the fact that I could be excited about these things if I just think myself into the right ( Read more... )