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[false_h0pes]

hey whats up guys nothing much going on had a fun day just sat around and had fun listening to music was hyper through out the day then made plans to hang out with natalie and crissy. i left around 7 or so to get my mom at work fairied her around a bit and then went and got natalie and crissy.then we hung out at my house and drank and stuff it was

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[anonymous]

You shouldn't suck it up, it will just grow stronger and stronger and hit you again, each time worse then the one before, it's those mindless circles that we put ourselves..... I know it's hard for you to talk to me, because of all the emotional stuff between us, but I want you to know that I do still love you, and I am here, although slightly far away, still here if you need me, still here to comfort you, I will never leave you entirely, You can come up for a weekend, although it may be slightly weird, but who cares, we'll stay outside, when it gets nice enough.... I just dont want you to feel like you have no one, because you have me, there is not a day where I don't think about you, not a day where I regret what happened to us... I'm a fool... but it doesnt matter now, all I can do is try to make up for it, try to make my ammends by showing you that I care? does that make any sense? sorry I am rambleing...... I'm sorry I can't be there for you the way I should be, I'm sorry I couldn't help you when I was there. I'm sorry that I am soo full of my own crap that I hurt you.... I am just oh so sorry about everything.... I wish it were easier for us to talk to eachother... with out that gapping hole..... stupid holes!!!! alright I'll leave you be now, I have so much to say... but but but but but but I bother you enough online... I love you
~jeni