leap frog
i have had plently of bandaid relationships....then i was the bandaid, fuck ever doing that to someone, it hurts like a hell, and i will never do it again...NEVER FUCKING EVER. i got mine....so satifyication is now gurteteed
its funny cuase june 8th may have been the last time she updated her journal to say that they were togather, to put a pick of them up togather but we broke up on the 23rd. she told me they were just freinds completely plutonic. i guess she liked him around june 4th so when things start to suck, she likes someone else, but when things are good she doesnt. so she drive to conn with him to sleep over for the weekend, thats sounds reael slow and just a friend things i mean wow, wouldnt u all agree, come on if ur gf or bf did that u wouldnt mind.tell me if that is not fucked and i shouldnt be upset. she dragged this on to just let me get hurt, why didnt she cut ties earlier..u know how painful this is. how would any of u feel if someone dragged a relationship on when they liked someone else, adn wassnt interest. she also hung out with me since then, kissed me told me she loved dme...wtf. what they hell did u do all that if u didnt mean any of it, and there was someone else u had on ur thoughts..she always talked aobut him to...i remember talking to him one time i told him that this was her bf and she was upset and she will be right back to talk and she fliped her shit. she started throwing shit out of our apt, i was just trying to be considerate of his feelings..she told me i was jealous, afriad i that she liked him, she said she didnt and i was immature petty jealous for doing so...give me ur opnion on this situation. i wonder if she will miss me, all this, the memorys are littered everywhere in everything i hope she sees them, oh we bought this, we went there, ive been there with him, we walked here, we kissed there, we made love right in that spot...i hope she see them and sees what she threw away...i wonder if she will ever regret siently to herself...probly not..she had something great..no one will ever lover her as much as i did.....she doesnt know the term love if she says it to another person so easly...i fucking loved her...and that cost me my heart and dignity...i trusted her..and she broke it so easly. DO U FUCKING CARE, do u feel bad for what u did.....im on those sheets, in that hallway, on that couch, in that kitchen, in that shower, on the tv with the oc amd gilmore girls, in those dvds, on that desk, in that apt, cuase the memorys are everywhere...
she used to like him alwhile back. wtf is that shit. i feel betrayed. i feel like a fool, i had my emotions fucked with. i told her to tell me, i made her promise to tell me when she was interested in other people immediatly so i iddnt get hurt. she told me she loved me, like everyday but yet she liked someone else....thats scummy. ha...and she liked him ealrier on in early months...i wonder what happened then. and this isnt the first time, tehre was a kid nick who she hates...they used to hang out just like her and ryan..i wonder what happened with that, she slept in his apt..i wonder what happened while i was away..in fl. and dont forget im the asholle out of all this, yep im wrong. im the bad guy probly, play it to your adventage as tehy say.
A poem i wrote...yep
Home is where the heart is
Then my head rests on the pavement
And it was 3 story fall
From your heart to the asphalt
Come morning, your thoughts will be on me
Come morning, ill be engraved in stone.
Like the emotions, from your actions, you condone.
The yarn ball slowly dwindles
And spills onto the pavement
I’m just a tangled mess
It’s all knots and pulled so tight
Cutting off circulation to
To everything and everyone around me
To my emotions and memory
By the time you come to realized
Ill be carried away,
The chalk silloette is all that will be left
and you stand there with your iced over eyes
the evidence is in my favor,
with a weekend and pictures of the blantent obvious
i gave u two years and you would not give me a second glance
with his arm around her waste
go home she whispers..as i decay..
go home then walks away
GOOD SONG FOR GREAT PEOPLE......
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
its funny cuase june 8th may have been the last time she updated her journal to say that they were togather, to put a pick of them up togather but we broke up on the 23rd. she told me they were just freinds completely plutonic. i guess she liked him around june 4th so when things start to suck, she likes someone else, but when things are good she doesnt. so she drive to conn with him to sleep over for the weekend, thats sounds reael slow and just a friend things i mean wow, wouldnt u all agree, come on if ur gf or bf did that u wouldnt mind.tell me if that is not fucked and i shouldnt be upset. she dragged this on to just let me get hurt, why didnt she cut ties earlier..u know how painful this is. how would any of u feel if someone dragged a relationship on when they liked someone else, adn wassnt interest. she also hung out with me since then, kissed me told me she loved dme...wtf. what they hell did u do all that if u didnt mean any of it, and there was someone else u had on ur thoughts..she always talked aobut him to...i remember talking to him one time i told him that this was her bf and she was upset and she will be right back to talk and she fliped her shit. she started throwing shit out of our apt, i was just trying to be considerate of his feelings..she told me i was jealous, afriad i that she liked him, she said she didnt and i was immature petty jealous for doing so...give me ur opnion on this situation. i wonder if she will miss me, all this, the memorys are littered everywhere in everything i hope she sees them, oh we bought this, we went there, ive been there with him, we walked here, we kissed there, we made love right in that spot...i hope she see them and sees what she threw away...i wonder if she will ever regret siently to herself...probly not..she had something great..no one will ever lover her as much as i did.....she doesnt know the term love if she says it to another person so easly...i fucking loved her...and that cost me my heart and dignity...i trusted her..and she broke it so easly. DO U FUCKING CARE, do u feel bad for what u did.....im on those sheets, in that hallway, on that couch, in that kitchen, in that shower, on the tv with the oc amd gilmore girls, in those dvds, on that desk, in that apt, cuase the memorys are everywhere...
she used to like him alwhile back. wtf is that shit. i feel betrayed. i feel like a fool, i had my emotions fucked with. i told her to tell me, i made her promise to tell me when she was interested in other people immediatly so i iddnt get hurt. she told me she loved me, like everyday but yet she liked someone else....thats scummy. ha...and she liked him ealrier on in early months...i wonder what happened then. and this isnt the first time, tehre was a kid nick who she hates...they used to hang out just like her and ryan..i wonder what happened with that, she slept in his apt..i wonder what happened while i was away..in fl. and dont forget im the asholle out of all this, yep im wrong. im the bad guy probly, play it to your adventage as tehy say.
A poem i wrote...yep
Home is where the heart is
Then my head rests on the pavement
And it was 3 story fall
From your heart to the asphalt
Come morning, your thoughts will be on me
Come morning, ill be engraved in stone.
Like the emotions, from your actions, you condone.
The yarn ball slowly dwindles
And spills onto the pavement
I’m just a tangled mess
It’s all knots and pulled so tight
Cutting off circulation to
To everything and everyone around me
To my emotions and memory
By the time you come to realized
Ill be carried away,
The chalk silloette is all that will be left
and you stand there with your iced over eyes
the evidence is in my favor,
with a weekend and pictures of the blantent obvious
i gave u two years and you would not give me a second glance
with his arm around her waste
go home she whispers..as i decay..
go home then walks away
GOOD SONG FOR GREAT PEOPLE......
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!