.eyes wide open; i can't see.

Jun 27, 2006 23:41


You know, it's funny just how crazy a person can be. Or how much you think somebody else, until you are alone with that person and they just turn incredibly different, and are tainted in your eyes forever.

Everything that happened happened for a reason, this I believe and NEED to believe. What did it prove, exactly? I have absolutely no idea. I have no idea what to do now. I'm burning bridges left and right here.

In a way, I can see the clear path, but I don't think that will work just now. It's funny how you think something at one point, and then suddenly it all just changes before you. Everything just shifts and you're like, what the hell happened? What am I doing? And am I just rushing into things again? Am I just being crazy? What the hell is with me?

You see, what I almost want to do right now is tell him that I think we were meant to be together. And that I made a mistake. That I don't know why this all happened, but even though it happened, I still love you. I forgive you, and I want to try again. Can you forgive me for hurting you?

And then there's Ruben.
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