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Seems like every once a year...
that I update this thing. Haha. Well, it's September 13th, 2010, folks. How do I feel? Nostalgic, as always. Whenever am I not ( Read more... ) -
.nostalgic.
Sometimes, I just really wish I could go back. I want to do the Renaissance Faire again, and travel. I miss it SO much. I also wish I could go back even furthur, to when I was a young teen and completely naive and innocent.
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It's been 90 weeks since my last post...
How crazy is that? The last time I posted, I was 21 years old, going to school at the New York Film Academy, single, and living in Brooklyn, NY ( Read more... ) -
Vote for me for RENT! Please? :D
I am currently in a contest to be able to auditon for the casting directors of (my fave musical!) RENT. I had to submit a 60 second video of my singing a part of the character I am going for's main song (Maureen's Take Me or Leave Me). Then starting today going through to Sept. 30th, people vote for their favorites, and the top three get to see the ( Read more... ) -
. send in the rain today.
I had these crazy frightening dreams last night. It all started with me being pregnant, and for some reason someone was forcing me to get an abortion. So to do this, they were torturing me. I was being attacked by this tall, creepy man (whom of which I can't recall the face). I could see the child in me, the body, and it had blond hair; it was like ( Read more... ) -
you can breathe, you can breathe now (but the air is running out)
Yannow what I hate? I hate when I write something perfectly, all my thoughts in place, and then somehow it deletes before I can save it. Wonderous. And you can never repeat it, yannow? Everything seems choppy after that first perfect draft.
But I shall try again anyhow.
How is life, you might ask? Life is freakin CRAZY. Look at where I am; bloody ( Read more... ) -
. so today in Brooklyn.
Well, I am here, residing in the great vibrant state of New York, in Fort Greene, Brooklyn area. I arrived this past Thursday, and have basically just been emotionally preparing myself for the change and looking forward to Monday when classes at the Film School begin. I pray that for one, I make some good friends there, and two, (well, more ( Read more... ) -
. terrified, excited, worried.
Every day that passes means a day closer to leaving, and that is filled with mixed emotions. Some days, some certain times or occurences, I feel SO ready to leave; I can't wait, let it be here. But most of the time, I'm filled with anxiety and I just do not feel ready. I am afraid to not have the ones I love close by, I am afraid that it's all ( Read more... ) -
. i'm so tired, but i can't sleep.
It's funny to think about how I used to use the internet SO much years ago. That was half my life; it seemed everything. I'm not sure why now. Hmmph. At least I used to a lot of that creatively, so it doesn't seem like such a waste ( Read more... )