just trying to stay strong

May 24, 2005 01:05

ok so ive been doing good by not emailing damien and talking 2 him...last night i went on a horrible date and i just missed damien so much.....i cried all night and forced myself not 2 write 2 him....i wanna even more now but i cant...his mom called me for the first time in a month and i went over and talked 2 her for like an hour...that felt really good...she wants me 2 marry him...i want 2 marry him...everyone in my life wants me 2 b with him....he just......i dont know.....im alone and this year has been the worst year of my life...i dont know what im going 2 do.....i.......i just need him.....

Laura
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